I know this is going to be a typical teenager-highschool-girl entry.
But.
How is it, that everytime i walk down the hall, i say hello to at least one person. even in the middle of class.
But when i turn to one of my best friends...
she hardly knows i'm there?

but then when "oh i missed our whatever and this thing and our catching up" it's like i'm the only person that matters?

i'm sorry, but i have an issue with that.

i don't think i have a best friend.
maybe that's part of highschool and growing up, but i really don't.
i think i have a best friend, but they always have someone better.
someone they tell their news to.
someone else who shares their joy and sorrow first.

is it so wrong of me to want to be, i don't know, noticed? or cared for?
call me a bitch.
call me needy.
call me whatever the hell you want...

but i'm really having an issue establishing who the people that matter are.